How it is to be Hopeless

[Outcast Hero]

This, is my story. Hi, its me Outcast Hero. No, I'm not the Hero of Outcast the music group, I am an Outcast Hero. I feel Outcasted and want to be the hero that I am, and I'm denied by my emotions. I see this is where you other WoTists reminence on your lives, unlike me where as mine is almost completely hopeless. I hope that I can have a ferret ranch to own, though I am doomed to be hopeless. Whats an amazingly hopeless, and single guy to do? I was helping this guy sell shoes the other day, and this chick that I went to school with, told me that I was cute. Bonus! But, she also stated that she never had time to ask me out due to the fact that SHE is always dating some other guy... Should I believe the bonus, or just ignore? The world may never know when I'll ever get a single date. And, the girls are always ineligible! Argh!! Maybe I'll have better luck if and when I get into college. This other girl, who I think likes my eldest brother, said that she would be glad to take me out on a date. Hoping that day will soon arrive. :( This teddy bear of hers is getting really lonely and needs a hug! :cry: And I am forever hoping!
EDIT: More like an @$$ whooping instead of a hug from an Idahoan female! :mad: (except my Mom)

[Outcast Hero]

Anyway, I'm back. I start school on the 23rd of August here at Hell High (Pocatello High School) , and I do mean Hell, due to a bunch of idiots whom waste a lot of my time, like the jocks who are dumber than hell! Being around them all the time, lowers me I.Q. level as well as my GPA. Oh, I am hopeless, can't wait 'til college! And the hopeless one is still hoping!

[Outcast Hero]

I'd like to say thanks for those few who have checked my journal! Some of the things that I post today are serious like, the jocks being like I said before, "Dickless Wonders". :D I got that one from someguy I met last week while playing Magic. And I've adopted that saying cause its gnarly cool. Anyway, I go to pick my class schedule for school on Thursday, so I might be able to post a few times between 9am-1pm. I always have something to post here but evintually, right before I get here, I forget half of what I'm gonna say. And, yes 1/2 the girls at my school do dress like hookers. :devil: > So you can almost pay up front. So, ladies, who's first? < :devil: Terrible, I know! But, thats all I'm gonna post for know. But yes, I'll post more today, just to up my posts number and compare my rep/posts and see if I can climb to the top to be a Hall of Famer WoTist. Can this hopeless cause become a reality??

[Outcast Hero]

It's me again. It feels almost as if I'm talking to only myself. Nobody knows how I feel anymore. :( I have 6 siblings who treat me as if I was only a giant pile of trash. I feel angry just thinking about them and the way I've been treated all my life. I've really had enough of this damn bullshit and I can't take it anymore! :furious: I feel like Bruce Banner, and "you won't like me when I'm angry". :mad: I'd show you how angry I could get but I just can't find the link to the thing I was going to show. :kill: I, unlike Luke Skywalker, will join the Darkside! :starwars: Pansy! Enough is Enough! ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!!! Like The Raven quotes along with what I say, I think I'll care, Nevermore. Until next time!

[Outcast Hero]

Today, I got my school schedule and found out a few things. 1: School doesn't start for me until the 31st of Aug. 2: If you have fines, you can't have your schedule until they're paid off. This by far has been the biggest pile of bullshit I've ever heard of since last school year, when we recieved "The NO-Hat Policy"! So, not only that crap, but we aren't allowed to wear hats in school anymore due to the fact that "The hats would resemble a gang membership" which is pure dipshits idea of intelligence. I have an ear-warming band that I wear on my head as a fashion statement... and to keep my ears warm & comfy. I suppose that this DAMN SCHOOL DISTRICT is 100% fully operated on pissing me off beyond reality can take me!!!!! I swear that this is more bs than me being rejected by freshmen girls, which is embarrassing, but that was 1.5 years ago. Old News. 3: This is significant due to this is how many English credits I need to get in order to graduate, and I have to go all 6 class periods to graduate though I was hoping that I wouldn't have to go 1st hour! and now 4: I'm getting booted off the comp. right now, bye.

[Outcast Hero]

I've been noticing things. 1- I have a new chapter each day. 2- I noticed the Getting to know you thread. 3- I notice that people are now going to know who I am. 4- Idaho truly sucks! 5- sometimes its good to steal, like I stole a sucker from a teacher's bucket of suckers, and now I feel guilty about it. Its because I didn't steal enough to share. :( Oh well. :grumbles: 6- Almost every freakin time I'm logged in WoTism, its almost like I'm some fatal disease like AIDS, HIV, SARS, etc, and it pisses me off!!*I scream in anger "ARG!" * I need to go soon. so, farewell, and until tomorrow for Chapter7. 18:40, I am having to constantly be kicked off the computer, mainly by my brother Tarron, who thinks he owns the thing. It's the family's comp! He bitches and moans about me being on too much, especially on this "POS website" as he would say. I swear he spends just as much time that I do when he downloads music from this Ares program! And music can make like a boy scout and get a Life! ARG! DAMN i'M PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW! *OH is rambling on with something on FF7Sheri, hurry up and fix that damn tea!*TG, don't say anything to him about this! This is N.O.H.D.B. especially what I'm saying right now!! He has a list of DVDs to get. And on the list are All of the Olsen Twin's videos. What a hopeless cause for him. And people tell ME to get a life. huh, look at him. I gotta go now due to letting my mom use the comp. And, like I said NOT ONE DAMN WORD ABOUT THIS!! Or else no B-Day gift, cause the dead can't buy... unless its real estate in the spirit world. Oh well, bye!

[Outcast Hero]

Today, I've had little time to post :1party: (for everybody but me anyway). I'm sorry to say that I don't really feel special here at WoTism.*shrugs* I feel normal(a.k.a. lonelier than the number 1. I feel that I am lower than 1. :( I am in depression, and this is not an act to gain sympothy. This is really how I feel. Lower than dirt. I helped my mom outside doing yard work all-day. I'm glad I got rewarded for the hard work. Oh well, I gotta go now. Bye!

[Outcast Hero]

It's Mad-Dawg OH again. And I realize that If I keep this posting rate up, I could probably publish a book for every month using daily posts I put up. So, I'll try and start going everyother day from now on. I am quite the chatterbox. I'm really quite annoying and a sad person now that I think about it. I was thinking to myself omg: (didn't think I could do that could you?) and imagined looking through other people's perspectives and I was like WOW! And I also see that I look like this :tard: when I'm trying to be funny. How sad. :grumbles: I guess I'm not as funny as I thought I was :( oh well. I sometimes think that I :type: way too much. And my friend told me today, that I really should learn the diff. between things that should & shouldn't be discussed about out in public. I must learn this better than I do now. Amen to that. :cheers: Sometimes my mom thinks I'm an :angel: Too bad we all aren't :angel: . I start a few classes on Tue. then school a week after. I hate me school. Now, I'm 18, almost every girl in school is what people call JAILBAIT. It reminds me of what another friend of mine showed me on his comp. (Is it worth going to jail just to make out with hot 16 year olds, not that I might have a chance, but will it be worth it? Sometimes the best things in life come with a price. *sigh* thats life for ya.) Heres a moral in life:"You can't always have the best girls to offer, but in jail, you can always be the best guy around." :umm: :omg: Yeah, I'm wierd, so what? You can't fix EVERYTHING can you? Well, next time.

[Outcast Hero]

Here's a first: I'm doing a quick reply! :omg: Shocking isn't it? Too bad there ain't no smug smiley. my bro is a hell lot better of a person than I am. I look up to him, for I feel somehow that I should, even though I AM taller... :D . I think I should talk with a certain person and get him going back on here again. Yeah, I guess I'll probably become more well-liked here in a few years, due to me hopefully growing up a bit more. Oh well. I'll be a better person someday, I hope. And I'm hoping that day'll be soon, real soon!

[Outcast Hero]

Hey, if anybody sees this: If I, OH, post at all tomorrow, smack me in the head in your posts. Limit 1 per viewer. That is all.

[Outcast Hero]

:omg: Homo crap! I haven't posted here in days!!! Ow Wow! I feel dumb! Anyway,yay! I'm feelin' a little insomniac here. I start school in just a few days, and: We' might as well just give away our souls! This school I go to is Hell now and forever! I can't make out with chicks! I can dream though. ;) I'll be a man and fight for the cause to make love to HOT 16 year-olds!!! And I'll be the Man!! I'lll prove that I am a Man, though I am already, by doing this deed of passion!! Oh ---, please forgive for my stupid wants, and imagination!! But resistance is FUTILE!! Ladies, and Gentlemen, ... I'm goin' in!
EDIT: Ladies & Gentlemen, I ate S-H-I-T!!! and Cafeteria food.

[Outcast Hero]

I am going on short vacations due to my pop-up infected comp. :mad: I am angry! I'll hopefully be back really soon. :( Bye!

[Outcast Hero]

I can't believe I didn't get any rep for my post on Aug. 24! It was a hopeful success, and it failed! :wah: I am hurting on the inside cause I am being foolish thinking I can get a girl at school. Hopeless syndrome! :( I'm going.

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I have an infestation of utter, absolute, never-ending pop-ups!!! So, I'm gonna download a program to FIX that!! School is okay, I guess. Technically, its a perverts' dream come true, due to the way that half the girls dress. They'd have a Field Day! :rolleyes: It truly is tempting, "Dammit, Dammit all to Hell!!!!...!" :mad: Anyway, I am having multiple issues right now.Bye!

[Outcast Hero]

Hmm. The comp. at my house is messed up thanks to my OLDEST Siblings cause they don't know much about these machina anyway. (machina is FFX talk) I was listening to awesome Mega Man remixed music and it was BAD ASS! I was much overjoyed with the melodies that reeks with absolute awesomeness. But, still, I think Ferrets are much more awesome! Anywho, I'm in need of a job to earn some cash to buy good wants to make me feel cool. I have 2 new dogs who are fun to play with. And my 4-year old niece and her 27-year old mom arrive tomorrow night. Party @ my house for Labor Day. :shrug: Hopefully this'll be a smiley someday! And I'm still hoping...

[Outcast Hero]

My avatar is just passin' through for the war. That is all.

[Outcast Hero]

My head hurts. I have my sis. & niece here. My dogs are still a handful of fun. School, the place I'd rather be than Chuck E. Cheese's!! :mad: People are confused about why people are"crazy", "psychotic", or "retarded",etc. Well now, have you ever tried to think about what they go through in life and try and see their point of views on life and try to see their plans, how they work, how they're developed, and why you thought what you thought? Hmm? A few years back, I remember a girl calling me a stalker, and well, I was pretty upset. The truth hurts my friends, the truth hurts! A month ago, I was thinking back on that event, and realized a few points. 1- I called her 2x( an hour each):2- I was talking about us getting married(wth was I thinking) 3- I was trying to get hooked up with her friend as well. I took these clues in and discovered that yes, indeed, I was a stalker! :wah: I wonder why I acted thjis way. Sometimes I'd think it was my damn hormones! This is why I hate adolescence! I really, really try hard to mature and act more like a better man like I should. I am The Loser. I enter the Av. War and get last. Some would say I won the battle over being nervous. Did I really win? Or do I say that just to overcome my anger and sadness? :confused: Why am I thinking this way? Why? Most things in life take time to answer. In a few weeks-a year, I'll find the answer to this question. We embark on a journey everyday, yes? To explore what comes our way in the future. People want to know what its like in the future called tomorrow. Well...Smee, you'd better get of your ass! And taking this advise, we get out there and make our own future. Actions speak louder than words. And the pen IS mighter than the sword. (especially if the pen is an actual gun in disguise) :rolleyes: But for reals! If you think about what you are actually doing in life and try to invent your future while having more ideas and views, you may become very well-learned! I read Fahrenheit451 and I learned much about why I should think. Captain Betty was an awesome character! Be like Cpt. Betty, and think about a lot of things once in a while, please! I'm gonna go eat dinner now.

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Stupid children commercials: Kids Bop, Barbie, Chuck E. Cheese's, etc. I'm hoping I can do "something" sometime soon. I'm pooped with homework, I feel separated from my friends, for they are now a little more wierder than me. Is that possible?? Oh well, toodles.

[Outcast Hero]

I am bound by the power of "mommy". She controls all. Except for what I eat anyway. I can't get a job ANYWHERE! People are like"McDonald's will hire anybody." ANYBODY EXCEPT ME!! :mad: I need cash. I also need to do a certain "something" as well! I am in need of things. The hopeless one still hopes on! Later!

[Outcast Hero]

Shoot! I only have so much to want and so little money. I want more Yu-Gi-Oh cards, MegaMangames: Command Mission, Anniversary Collection(all 3) All Battle Networks, Soccer, and anyothers that I don't have. I wouldn't mind Keiji Inafune's autograph either: The Creator of TheMan whom is also, but more of TheMan himself! Along with a picture of MegaMan he drew himself! Also, a "little something" which is totally diff. from everything else! I am needy and hopeless. :( *whimpers like a little sad & lonely puppy dog* Bye!

[Outcast Hero]

I am SOFA KING pissed off!!!!! :mad: My little innocent as an angel NIECE Claire almost broke Tyler's(a puppy of ours) leg. Right rear to be exact. I am so mad, I could just kill her, or her bitch ass mother!!! That fucking heartless bitch doesn't give a damn about what happens to our dogs, unless they die, just as long as her daughter isn't hurt. WELL LADDIE MOTHER FUCK THAT BITCH!!!!! AAARGH!!! I just want both of them to A) Move out or B) DIE!! I'll bet that soon in this month, we're gonna either have to bury one, or have two dogs that can't move! So much for my Dad trying to get them to have puppies! :mad:
EDIT: Wow! I sure was angry on this day. :eek5:

[Outcast Hero]

I was really angry last night. I notice around school that I see more cleavage from girls than I do rocks!:confused: Why do they use cleavage instead of crevasse? I'm well, duh! :confused: There was a Moddest is Hottest fashion show, downside: The only people in the show were girls! :( I wanted to be in it. My fashion is Moddest and its awesome! They don't understand TRUE Men's fashion, mainly MY fashion! I feel as if my friends are trying to space themselves away from me. I'm guessing I have no friends where I really live. :( I hope and hope for things to happen, but they're in the hopeless category, like dates, jobs, money, Care Bear Dolls, etc. This girl I was trying to go on a date with is more interested with my brother who doesn't like her at all, instead of me(who is interested very muchly). I guess girls like to play Hard to Get? Maybe I should stay Single for my whole life. But that's not what God wants from me. I'm hopeless at succeeding, but very successful at failing! I just want to roll over and pass on. *sob* I'm sick of many things. I just want to get my life done and over with. I wonder how people will react to my death? I'll never know for I'll be dead, to see, speak, and hear, Nevermore. The End. Ladies and Gentlemen of WoTism, this is "How it is to be Hopeless"! Book 1 is done! Yours truly, Outcast Hero (OH) (I'll continue to post under this thread though I'll start a new series of topic every so often. If interested, please stay tuned for more of The Everyday life of Outcast Hero.)

[Outcast Hero]

I Outcast Hero, am going to start to post on a new forum. No! Don't worry! I'm not leaving WoTism, but I'll spend less time than I normally would here, and I'll talk about what goes on, though it'll be about one subject only! But, yeah, thats it! This hot chick I flirt with just turned 17 in August, and I am feelin' it! Gigideegigideegigidee! OH YEAH! :idea: New Avy comin on!

[Outcast Hero]

I hate pop-ups! But I refilled my prescription of Firefox, by Mozilla! ;) I'm so happy! :angel:

[Outcast Hero]

I rarely have much time to the comp. thanks to my mom being kinda pushy! *shrugs* I also have school. Though it starts at 8:30am, I get up at 6:45am. I'm still just a newbie, sort of.
EDIT: Must not talk about other's reflections threads.

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I haven't been able to post on the other forum due to password errors! :mad: I'm glad that I didn't have any homework today. *sigh*I'm in depression due to not having $50 for MegaManX: Command Mission. :( I'm hungry! Bye!

[Outcast Hero]

Mom wants me to go to bed soon. OH well. I think I have about 10 min. left. I need to get a good job soon, so I can get the goods I desire! ;)

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This is the earliest I've ever beem on WoTism! I'm gonna go and get ready for school. Hopefully, I'll be on page 3 by now. I'm leaving. Bye!

[Outcast Hero]

I need my own comp. due to little time on the one here at home... I wish my siblings would get off their asses and LEAVE!!!!! :mad: I am stressed.

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I'm feeling just about lonely here where I live. I'm being ignored here. And my family is mean! Why me? :wah: I'm hopeless. :grumbles: I had a bad experience last night due to my family. I am in need of help.

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Where the hell is page 3?! Where are you??? :(

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I guess my new thread wouldn't be as cool as I hoped. *shrugs* OH well. Shit! It really was a damned flop! :grumbles: I'm not really good at much! I'm very pitiful. About a 1/3 of what I do, I copy it from my friend! Its pitiful how I'm putting myself down. But, what else IS there to do?! I'm so confused! :confused:...and HOPELESS!

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I just can't win. My parents go grocery shopping, spend $700 on food. None that I like, and no $40 video game!! Its just downright unfair! by the way, who REALLY cares?!? Is any of you peoples ACTUALLY giving a hoot-n-anny about my whinning, pissing & moaning??? If you haven't noticed... I'm a little idiot who has more pride than Regis Phillbin does Viagra! I hate school, I piss & moan too much, I have NO ferrets, my friend whines that I whine too much, and I hate my siblings! I will go NOW! to save your brains from stressing from having read too much!!!

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For those who were hurt by this last post... WHO CARES!!!!! just kidding. I'm sorry for being in a bad mood. It's just I have "Anger Issues" and yes I hate my sisters! And I am not that prideful, but, I thought it'd be funny to say that. hmmm... I'm gonna try and give myself rep. Edit: Note to self- cannot give rep to self. :idea:

[Outcast Hero]

Block Schedule is starting and its gonna be a long 1.5 weeks! O~O Its stress!

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I had to come home right after school so my neighbor Brennon, so he could go look at yu-gi-oh cards, and have ME buy them with my OWN money! Buy them for him my butt! I'd buy them for ME! :mad: NOONE uses me for my hard earned money for their wants! Hmm. I'm gonna save up for a new comp. for myself, a new T.V., PS2, Gamecube, GBP, GBASP, Megaman games, and a plane ticket! I have wants & needs too.
EDIT: gee... who the hell am I kidding? I can hardly even save money... due to food.

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ugh. I have little time on comp. lately. Its hopeless, but, I'll have less posting time, hopefully I'll get some good ones in.*shrugs* We need a shrugging smiley! Are my requests hopeless, and does anyone care? I hope so, but, yet, I'm hopeless. *shrugs*

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Awesome thing happened to me last night! I, @ a fireside, got to shake hands with one of the quarom of the 70!!! It was a special event in my life. I was also glad that I still might be able to go on my mission! :1party: I am sooo relieved. I'm not as hopeless anymore... for now. But, good things are on the way! :)

[Outcast Hero]

I couldn't get on last night due to comp. issues. :mad: And, today I'm sick! :( OH woe is me!

[Outcast Hero]

Is it just me, or do I post too much in my reflection? If so, or not, would someone please PM me and tell me? :(

[Outcast Hero]

whoopie! :rolleyes: No school tomorrow: PTC. None for me thanks! New addiction: SnowBroIntro(OCRemix [MM3]) But! Tailgate party at Mini Dome, and HOT DOGS! mmm....... :p I can almost taste them!~ growl ~ Need lucious food! 2A's 2B's and 2 Hi-F's 58% both. Just a few more assignments. I gave a 5/ 20pt. essay/speech presentation on the Conestoga Wagon(1870 version of U_Haul) Which I did say, and got 80pts just for going up there! 85/100 It was sweet.
EDIT: I have 1 F. Its at a 58.8. other F, after a test I turned in--> 66.4. My friend had an F, got a 48/55 and now has a C. My grade was higher, and I got 55/55! Maybe cause the school be hatin' on me.

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I had 3 HD's (1-jumbo=2 normals, and 1-normal) and they were good. And those who are thinking sexual thoughts... SHAME ON YOU!! Also, today, I realize that female butts make better pictures than they do tv's. butt, if they were tv's, men would say: "That's some good tv right there!" But, yeah, I'm wierd, and these are my opinions.

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OH's rambling: The Return of Suffering Death by Nonsense... Part 43! AYEEE! Anyway, I had quite a bad day today, due to me having a little conjestion, making me not serve, sooo... no free food! :wah: And now... with the weather: Richard Simmons! :p "Well today we've got some rain. I'm not gonna be jogging today you silly kids!" .....ok. AS if I weren't strange enough talking to myself, anywho... I experienced Probation for the first time in my life... Class Probation. I'm not sure if my weights class is still on probation or not, but, we had to do a few drills, and McCain just had to ruin it for his team, by trying to block a lay-up from our team (relay) and they had to do 10 push-ups, but we lost everytime, and had to do 10 push-ups, and 10 sit-ups. BUt, hey, I guess it's better to lose honestly in the long run. They cheated, we got more of a workout! Ha HA! :p In this case, if you lose, you're a winner! I win! :tard:<--me? go ahead and think that, and try it! We'll see who wins in the long run, and if I don't: more of a workout I'll get than you! Improve me, I dog dog dog dare you!

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no longer have the internet at home. 33 someodd dollars per month(phone Co.) evil!!! My post rate went down by a post per day! :1party: I'll be back maybe in a few days.

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I got me a little free time with no homework. (for now) I just got my braces tightened yesterday, had 2 taken off (replacing location on the teeth) and 3 put on(lost one last week). braces hurt... and they suck... cause they hurt. no good stuff in life. :wah: braces= candy, and other awesome good food is BANNED. 8r4c35 4r3 73l-l 5l_lcl<5!!!

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My life is getting to be a tossed-salad... It jumbles around. I mean, I feel awesome for almost 5 min., and my life sucks again. Its just about Hopeless to even try and have peace in my house with my sister & her oh so Cantankerous little 4-year old daughter! :mad: I am in need of some therapy. Or, a good paying job, my own place, and all the stuff I want, and the stuff I need for College, and I'd be set. But no0O0o, I still have braces, and I haven't gone on my mission yet. No, I'm not the nicest Mormon anybody has met, but I'm not the worst! I am just about ashamed to even be related to my 2 oldest brothers, and all my sisters. Sure, TG can be a pain at sometimes, but I consider him to be my favorite sibling. My sisters are practically on PMS 24/7, my niece is out of control, my oldest brother is a slave to his Girlfriend, and my other Brother Terrick, is cranky(no alcohol for almost a year), and that's no excuse! Those who live at my house: Mom & Dad(both 51), oldest 2 sisters 1(29) with boyfriend(26), other(27) with daughter(4), Terrick(24)(middle brother), and last, but most obediant(and who tries to have patience) me(18). I haven't seen my friend in almost a year and 3 months. I really miss talking to her. But I really miss my home, classmates, and friends in Georgia. It was a great house to live in. Anyway, I've spoken how I feel right now, and I just wish I could've lived n been raised in a better environment. I hate my life, but I must go on. And, I'm gonna be late to class if I don't get my butt out of this chair, and log off of the computer. Later!
EDIT: found out 29- y-old's bf's age. and took one off of a with I had early in the post.
EDIT2: I don't know what the hell I meant by "one off a with"...

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I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. I'm bored. Did I forget to mention that I'm bored?!? Anyway, one of my friends (in my weight class & school) dad died the other day. I'm almost about to cry for his loss. My dad is kinda close to his dad's age. though his dad was 54, and mine 51.I still long for my home in Georgia, and hate it here where I live. mainly because there are IDIOTS HERE!!!!! :tard: :tard: :tard: :tard: :tard: :tard: :tard: :tard: :tard: . The many faces (yet coincidentally identical) of Idaho. (well POCATELLO anyway). Back to what I was saying. Anyway, I don't remember his family much from when we lived in Chubbuck. But, I only remember them via high school. Anyway, speaking of HS, I'm sooo close to having a C in my 1st hour English class. (currently 66%).BUt, yet, I'm bored, and over the weekend, I didn't get to eat that much food on Thanksgiving, but saw some GOOD CARTOONS! And I saw some lovin' in Kim Possible! ;) The moodbutton things made some magic, and I laughed almost all throughout the episode. It was that wonderful. Anyway, this ends right here, right now. toodles!

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I was ready to cry and then kill myself yesterday. Its mainly because I'm a victum to identity theft.(ID was stolen) If it were not for that... I could actually have MY OWN MONEY, well Hopefully. But, my mom "couldn't" buy me any Speghettio's, or Mac & Cheese that day, bought Go-Gurts, ( I couldn't have them all to my self), but yet uses money to by Claire snacks! :mad: I is ubberly pissed off beyond even having a slightest glimpse of care for that child anymore. And the same can almost go for living in that house! Clippers are currently riding a 5 game winning streak. And, i hope I didn't just jinx them. :( Anyway, I'm a little bored now, and ..... yeah. Later.

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Man! stupid Melissa Kell! :mad: she made me do the dirty work for the White Woman. and thta's a bad thing! :grumbles: OH woe is me. and those who DON'T KNOW... I'M PEACH! that is all. and... Game Over.

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here's something. why the milk & cookies for Santa? so he won't have to come up to the kiddies' rooms and get the goodies from there. Just like MJ. The white man, damn him! I see why Santa would be Evil. He takes our goodies, gives us frozen, rocky crap(aka coal) and, knows all about us! Can you say STALKER!? he knows when were sleeping, he knows when we're awake, it really doesn't matter if you're bad or good...(unless its on how well you cooperate when he's molesting you, having consentual sex, or whatever) I don't know! ugh! gross mind I have. I'll never sleep on Christmas Eve EVER AGAIN! Got Hot Choco? Merry Christmas folks!

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OKAY! Hopefully I can get this right! AGAIN! *damned editing non-undoableness* :mad: alright. I have a tooth stuck in my upper jaw. The surgeon, what he did, was... 1-break open my jaw. 2- connected wire to tooth. 3- connected wire to other wire in my mouth. 4- stitched up my broken jaw. I think that's about it. So, over the next 9 months, my orthodontist, Dr. Michael Summers, is going to turn my wire, so that the OTHER wire, will drag my tooth all the way out, where it NEEDS to be. That is a recap, so that others will know what I posted, which I somehow EDITED OVER! Urgh! Damn vacations, fries my brain like eggs!

[Outcast Hero]

oh no, It's Spam today... you do know what that means you Spam haters?????
BACON!

[Outcast Hero]

GOOD NEWS EVERYONE! I'm finally graduating! :eek5: shocked? yes! I'm gonna go out there, and get me some action :cheers: ... which kind? oh yeah... I don't know... :cry: but... here's the 411 on my grades:
W.LIT.= D
ENG.11= D ( C)
DRAW.= B
WEIGHTS= A
ENG.12= C
PAINT.= B/C (B)
IT'S ALL GOOD! And so is sex, but I ain't got none. I'm so happy, I'm higher than Cloud9! :rolleyes:
P.S. Vote Bob Dole!!! woot! Teh Roxhors MY Boxhorz!

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wow... I felt all high & free because I graduated & all... and now I feel like crap. I miss serving food at lunch... seeing my friends, and talking while I served it up front. I got to eat for free because of serving, and now I'm not supposed to be on campus. I wonder if I could've signed up for a class or 2 for the hell of it? :2eyes: hmph! yeah right.
So, now I feel like I'm living on the streets, and NOW, my grandma's in the hospital... about to die... somewhat. Unhhh... *sigh* crap! I'm a bit yawny right now.
ANYWAY, now that I'm out of school, I will not, I repeat, WILL NOT be on the internet that much. I'll be lucky to even be on ONCE a week. :eek5:
Well, sooo much for life being fun after high school. Well, yeah, I don't have a job yet, so I'm a bit low on food supply. :cheers: I wish I had a mug of Beer... Root Beer. well..... TATA for now.
EDIT: ok so I WAS wrong about internet time! oh dears... we'll wet our beds...:rolleyes: not really... but I still will. :grumbles:

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My life is ssllooowwwwwwww.... now I have nothing to do... I only know of a few others who feel like I do... but they have FOOD. Its not an easy job... being out of school... sitting on my butt playing games... reading a little... I feel lazy... There's not much for now... well... I'm a brainless zombie now. toodles!
EDIT: Aww damn! I just realized I missed my friend Hal's birthday! SOME friend I AM! :mad: Now I REALLY feel like SHIT! that is all.

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If anybody hasn't noticed... I'm on a posting diet... and this is RANDOM... ok, I suck for meaningless posting in this thread of mine... :grumbles: bye.

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I realize...



that I'm a newb-evermore... why?
I waste preciousss space here on Wotism with somewhat lame threads... *threads with little or NO posts on* I realize that I'm only respected by a few... very respected that is... I know this girl I really like(actually I know a lot I really like)but like Eminem says "You want what you can't have." I realize this and am depressed by the truth. :cry: So we talk a bit... I don't think I'm ever gonna get a job at the rate I'm going... :type: too much for my own good. and not 1337 OWN, but my own. I'm currently addicted to VG's, which seldomly CAN't be a bad thing.. though when angered... I tend to break something. :grumbles: I'm lazy... and more broke than shattered glass... the things i wish to achieve... are too far out of grasp. I, even though I AM 18 and responsible, still act childish... I guess it's one of those phases that takes a while to grow out of. In October I should be seeing my oral surgeon and see what all is to be done on my next surgery. I just hope this is the LAST. *sigh* anyway... I guess only my Wotism friends are reading my W. Journal. well... we can't all win.. I=we, and everyone=winners... that's how I see life. I really can't ever win... in real life, but on VG's I do exceptionally well. that is all I have to say for now... and for those who read these posts of mine... I say thanks and truly appreciate your care.

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well... I finally saw at least half of The Incredibles... it was sooo cool. anyway... I'm offline for now...

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Anyway... in about 4 hours... I'm going to be leaving for a funeral. The way things are at home... I feel safe and calm in my room. all I need to do is... somehow get a place...? *I don't know though...* but I want a toilet, AND fridge in my room... that'd be almost perfect. well, for me anyway... but my sister Tiffany is really BITCHy lately... I just BARELY got her little girl in the butt with my foot, and she could've almost bitten my head off... I was almost gonna litterly knock her out. but, I figure now, it would've been a waste of my time cause she's not really even worth the effort. *yawn* I don't really like her, and she sits on her FAT BUTT all day, watches tv, smokes, and really doesn't give her daughter as much attention as she SHOULD be giving her. I got the house in an uproar cause I drug Claire out of my dad's painting room so she wouldn't ruin anything, and she kicks the door about 5 times before I kick her * which I did kick gently, and my siblings are just about out to get me... except for the 2 in Utah.. my sister might go to Prison for 14years... I think it'll do her good.. and so will some of the women there too... :S* anyway... so... life just about sucks where I'm at... except I'm pretty sure I'm about to get a job. I hope... and I also hope my dad can get over his loss in one living piece... and my mom is stressed with all the stuff that goes on. :grumbles: but, I think I MIGHT need some air. I think I'll leave it at this for now...

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The Funeral was overwhelming enough to make me cry... mainly because I was thinking about how terrible my dad felt. But, the weather was nice, and it was nice to see old relatives... like my cousin Cameron*whose now married*, and... this happened. "Make yourself at home" my cousin said, THEN, I ask for some Pop-Tarts, and my family was like "Reece!" as if they couldn't believe I just did that. Like they were shocked... well, she DID says Make yourself at home, and so I did! I had funeral Potatoes... I like the hash-brownish kind. I am a really picky eater. overall... it was a nice day... though I really didn't get much sleep to and from. I have an urge to move to either West Jordan/Orem... really nice scenery!
EDIT: I'm currently applying at 2 different places... 1-WinCo where I have really good friends working, and 2-PetCo, cause I love animals. I wouldn't mind getting a job at BOTH places... that way I won't be too lazy, and I can enjoy the work I'm doing... cause I'll know there are things there that'll keep me happy. :D X3

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I don't know if there was anything wrong with whatever I did today, but I THINK I saw the girl I'm so obsessed over... I was like "Amanda? Amanda ****?" and she looked at me. I felt a spark of relief inside of me. but, I do hope I may be able to come into contact with her again... well... yeah, HOPEFULLY in person, which would be better. *sigh*

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oh my gosh! oh my gosh! oh my GOSH!!! this cartoon made me feel happy in a *I'm glad I was still alive to see this!* way. If you like ferrets, then this is something you should watch. it's F-U-N-N-Y!!! you need to watch the WHOLE thing! anyway, yeah, it's cool.
http://www.tendervittles.com/

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well, yesterday, I took the time and filled out an application for McDonald's. yes, I'm DESPERATE for a job. I need the money, so I can first pay off my school fees in order for me to get my diploma, help out with some bills, and get some things I want, and need.ex:cards, more MegaMan stuff, and more pants... plus... some black dress socks, and... that's about all I'd really want/need right now. I got over 5000pts in my Ridley's account, and I'm not sure whether to get 2 PS1 games, or 1PS2game. huh. *Get FFOrigins&Anthologies while buying Tactics at Fred Meyer's for 15.90? or order MMX8, and buy Tactics? or just order Tactics& something else?... I'm at a somewhat difficult choice. but that's hopeful stuff I'm reaching for... plus I'm hoping I can go on my 2-year mission, but I got to get my face all done up. as in loosing my braces, and underbite, and i'm not sure what'll become of my nose... But I hope it'll all be over in at LEAST a year. well, I guess that's all for now... oh yeah! I also picked up a $5 on the sidewalk my dad pointed out to me. Thanks dad!!! now to save money...

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well... I'm helping P1 to "Clown around" on the street! OWNED. honestly... it's hard work. you just dilly dally on the sidewalk for like 5.5 hours! it gets pretty boring AT LEAST 2 hours into it. I' stressed... but luckily, it's all gonna go down the easy path. Cause we'll be switching shifts. one gets the 11am to 2:30 pm while the other gets 2:30pm to 6pm. 3 hours *30 min lunch break* so we'll both be getting $16.50 each... and now I've got almost $50 saved for... well... to be saved. I still got 6 days... so... that'll be $99 in 6 days... so I SHOULD have at least $130 by the end of the month... I hope. but now, I gtg.

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Yesterday I finally got my Diploma!!! yays! well, nothing else new... except a new Mullet, and... new Flip-Flops! well that's all.

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well, P1 and I only switched shifts for 2 DAYS! oh well... BUT! I got me a NEW JOB!!! X3 I'm gonna be a bagger at Ridley's! *which is just pretty much across the street/kitty corner from my house... about, BUT LET'S NOT GET TECHNICAL HERE!* so, it's convenient cause I can get 2 types of discounts* yes 2* 1- Employees get a 10% discount. 2- I'm a Goldmember, so I can save more than Silvermembers and normal customers... except Platinum *which I ONCE was* but yeah, like I mentioned in an other thread, yesterday WAS my mom's b-day, and now my oldest sister is in jail... I don't know whether to be happy or sad... OH well! and... I get my road bike back tomorrow. which'll cost about $70. AND there'll be a little bit more work... so that MIGHT be another $5-10 *which sucks* cause I only GOT $70! *sigh* it's looking GOOD AND BAD for me now. oh well..... at least I got my tithing taken care of! and Family Guy was Freakin' Sweet last night! What a comeback! I'm gonna love this new season... since they killed Mel Gibson in the show. LMAOAT.(Laughed My Arse Off At That)well, I'm gonna go... also, my 28 year old sister threatened to get me put in jail for constantly hitting my niece... which MOST of the time it shouldn't hurt THAT MUCH!!! but I keep telling her to LEAVE ME ALONE!!! and I say it as nicely as I can. I was uberly ticked. *sorry Kiri, you and the other WoTists got me addicted to that word... like my friends got me addicted to l337... which I HAVE a dollar where the start of the serial code IS L337... spiffy sweet. but yeah... I'm off for now.

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I am still working at Ridley's *which I started about a month ago*. and now, I'm getting quite the hours! let's put it this way... 26+hours per week X2 weeks X5.15 per hour... 52+hours per paycheck times 5.15 per hour... 10.3X26= 267.8+ per pay. :D I'm reelin' it in baby! ..... OH shit!... I left my phone somewhere... crap. @(_@

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In the Good Things Thread *for those who still read THIS thread* P1 said his sister's b-day is today. Little does he know...MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! *ahem* it too is someone else's b-day. And I'm NOT saying WHO because P1 will gossip at home and the family won't leave me alone. But I MIGHT get to go see them... hopefully before I need to go to work. And I'm running out of clean clothes again! *though that ISN't needed... it might be a warm day... because of the sun. and all I have are... a few pair of pants, and white undershirts. and yes THAT too.* Anyway, I is gonna go! woo! but I had this wierd dream... and the end of it, I was at church with my brother watching my mother sing it was January 1st or something like that cause many people were in the street. anyway, someone was playing the organ and it was horrid, then I hear people go "Aww..." then a loud fart, and I drop to the ground laughing so hard I couldn't breathe. But that's about it.

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well, for 1. NO, I DIDN'T go see the b-day person. 2-which reminds me of an episode of Baby Blues*which was hilarious*. 3- I'm starting to make too many promises. 4- I feel like I'm an Farthole. 5- I don't care about the grammar in the last point. 6- A GOOD one- I get paid tomorrow. 7- I have more clean clothes now. 8- I'm tearing the wooden boards off my cement floor.*to help me get my room totally redone. 9- "I'm probably thinking I, ME of course, since I have MONEY, should use My Money to install the internet... which the computer might leave the house... which WILL be a big waste of about $100. I think I'll start paying money to use the internet... probably $.25 MIGHT be enough... or a dollar. Hmm... I wonder how many people ACTUALLY read this? and whoever takes the time to read me and my talking... I appreciate your concern. Have a nice day! :cheers:
Also today, I finally got to hold my new nephew for the first time, and I got to learn about the man Captain Jefferson Hunt. while there, I read the sign about the Geographical Site. IF the west WERE flat... Lake Bonneville would've spread from here ALL THE WAY TO New Orleans. pretty neat! well, I had fun.

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I saw this from someone's post on a different thread... unfortunately, I can't get all of the detail... I think it has a song...
http://youareanidiotz.ytmnd.com/

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Our story begins..... OH Mygott! I missed my b-day *which I too mentioned in another thread*. sorry... I have bad news for well, me! I don't get paid until the day AFTER my cellphone bill is due*which is $60 almost* and I can't call people for some odd reason... As of late, I've been working, and playing my Nintendo DS. Also I keep having odd thoughts... which I probably should TRY to refrain from having!!! eh! I'm bored... oh yeah... ALSO as to WHY I am HOPELESS... I am having financial issues... and need to try and see if I CAN get a weekend off, and yet have money to make a 2 way plane trip... for reasons known unto OTHERS... and... I don't know the EXACT location I need to go, annd..... I'm not sure of the cost... I'm boned... and I was SO CLOSE to getting 2 FERRETS!!! but, almost every single dollar of my paycheck got spent in ONE DAY!!! It sucks! and payday was 2 days ago! @(_@ I don't even have $5 to last me for 2 weeks... unless you ALSO count the $10 I have in my account... $10.68 to be exact. grrDarnit! oh well, I'll see you all around sometime...

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*trumpet playing* Well, well, well... it seems that 1- I am now a "cancer patient" because I "uncle Festered/Mr. Cleaned/Cueballed/Rubbed myself the Wrong Way*while I did it to Christina Aguilera the "right way"... in BED making me Twinkie King! just giving you the false lies!* or just had to separate myself from the mullet cause our relationship went dead. :( Anyways... Today, AGAIN!, I kept getting called up for Courtesy Help by whoelse than ELSA. And it always happens when I'm in the back "Not doing my job". *PAUSE* I'm confused as to Hell WHY in the hell, am I having to do chores in the back when I'm supposed to be in the front of the store being the bagger that I am?!!!!! It's not my damn fault as to why Steve assigns us night baggers to do these chores to help close the store! 1-Clean bathrooms 2-Make sure ALL go-backs are dealt with 3- Empty ALL garbages 4-Face the Milk(Fill as needed) 5-Close down Produce 6-Help Night Managers with THEIR duties and 7-Make sure ALL carts are in WHEN YOU LEAVE. (closing duties) (duties BEFORE I help close!) Fill the milk&Face it to..., Cart Run*gather carts and bring them into the store*, Carry Out=help customers with their groceries... IF they say yes. Fill the meat*going to the freezer, pulling out racks of meat(I said racks) and putting them where they go so people can get meat^_^(I'm so sick) and get go-backs taken care of... All but ONCE when I was called up by ELSA... I was filling the milk... and the ONE time I was cleaning the bathrooms*to the best I could* I was called up and she says"Where were you?"In the back."Sitting around doing nothing while we work our butts of and tiring ourselves out?" And I was PISSED! I work to you know."Well you need to be up here the WHOLE time!"*Then why in the hell do I have to do the other chores?!!!!! =Because Steve isn't given a big enough budget to get all the help we need... and it's too much money, and too many employees... and we have 13 different cashiers! And they are ALL female!= well I can understand the fact women sell better... because men like eye candy when they're shopping, well EXCUSE me you assholes! for not being eye FUCKING candy!!!!! :mad: "Sex sells..." Well sex can come and give me a 2 for 1 deal for all I give a damn! Stupid ass american logic can go shove it.. but then again... I wouldn't have the right to bitch and moan so much without it... Damn life to hell!... which I swear is where I'm going... after my evil personality takes over and I go on a world tour have sex with many, MANY, hot women with nice big boobs... sorta like a breastfest..... :devil: I am so doomed! @(_@;

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I had to work Noon-8pm... I hate working Sundays...
(What the Hell?!) and ELSA was working today as well. EVERYDAY I'm working this week, she works TOO!!!!! Anyway she says to a customer QUOTE"I wish he could work EVERYDAY, and do his job the RIGHT way..." *Crazy woman!* but yeah, I GUESS I COULD bag for her a little more... though I bag ALL the time she asks me to... and I just turn to place baskets on the checkstand behind me... "Don't leave just yet!" WTF?! I'm not hers' to keep! So I had a talk with Valerie *night manager* and she told me to do the best I could to help bag while doing my other duties as a Bagger... so yeah, today sucked. I shaved my head Wednesday morning... and I have Mon-Wed off. So... yeah.

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Well, to start off 1- Good= I'm getting along with Elsa(whom I complained about earlier) 2- I got 3 Albino ferrets and 3- I'm now getting them all set up as in a new hammock, new litter spot... collars(so I can tell the 2 boys apart), and such. I love PetCo. I started the PetCo P.A.L.S. deal PetCo Animal Lovers Saves. It's an everyday store thing now... I currently have 7507 points at Ridley's. cool. And when I buy 9 more bags of animal food, I'll get a freebie.(PetCo) Well, now I have left to get is MegaMan Battle Network2,3Blue and I'll have every Battle Network released thus far. And I can't wait to get going in BT5(ProtoMan/Colonel) cause I can get the chip that's so badass, it's almost to awesome for the game to contain it... though it still stays intact. The chip? Z-Saber. yes, all those who know what I mean, the chip shows MMZero with his Z-Saber, and his saber and eyes are glowing... cause his body is in shadow... which looks awesome. I have some money left, but not enough to do what I needed to do... $50someodd just isn't gonna cut it for my plans... and payday was yesterday! *whew* well, I'm gonna try to get into college... :type: but hopefully get my life better... Case Lot sale ends Monday Night... yay!!! :D This sale took a lot out of me... and I get Tue. and Wed. off... well, I just hope I can get some stuff done!

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Well, if you still haven't guessed... I'm starting to really hate my job. But $500 a month isn't too bad... that is IF YOU CAN KEEP IT!!!!! Anyway, I recently saw Ring2.... a LOT better than the first except for the beginning of the end, when ahh... I won't say unless you've seen it... but one of the characters reminded me of Tenaka! I swear it... and I say that only because he looks like Tenaka. And I'm... off topic! So, yeah, "Courtesy Help" can shove itself up it's @$$! I'm watching Tivo! Gosh, I love Robot Chicken. anyway... today we had a SMALL get together... a few friends... me,Trenton, Brandon Rowe, and his girlfriend came over to a few friend's house Wendell&Ebony. I had 4 hotdogs, and a few cups of Cream Soda, Mmmm... Rice Vinegar helped in the flavoring part... sooo much Terriaki sauce, barbeque, ketchup, I'm suprised I didn't throw up after eating all that! :D food was good, but I'll be going soon... InuYasha! X3 the new weekend episode and a special presentation of InuYasha2: The Castle beyond the Looking Glass. yays! bad news: Inuyash season1= $100... so, 100x 6 seasons... =$600+tax... about $640 tops! sigh... I'll find a way...

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it's so hilarious tonight... mostly everyone is at least a little drunk... except me of course and a few others... and it's almost like Animal House here... totally soon... when the ladies get here... I am THE MAN... even if I DO get laid... which I'm sure won't happen... I made ramen for some, and I'm awesome. good night!
EDIT: good has 2 O's... @(_@; sorry Heavenly Father.

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well, today, of course, is my 2 brothers' b-day:P1 and Terrick.(23, 25) and that just makes them OLDer than I, Reece(OH) the hottest 19-yearold man that is in Idaho... haha! *If it's not true... then Idaho(which I'm NOT) syfu!* anyway, I'm in the bathrom, and I hear my niece sing happy b-day to you (Terrick) and I give a little laugh, reach in my pants, and pull it out. My CELLPHONE!!! *sick perverts! @(_@;* anyway, I turn my phone on, dial my brother's number, and tell him happy b-day... "where you at?" "the Bathrom! *heehee* "you're wierd!" "see you in a minute." and yes, that's half of the titlte in this mini-chapter... also, I'm trying to get things out of my room. I take everything off/in my entertainment center(actually Tonique's*mean female! making me miss InuYash for 4 weeks now!!! :kill: * anyway, I'm dragging the E.C. out and I see something move... I look up, and across the room, I see this HUGE spider moving."holy snit!* I take action, grab a broom, and attack. I'm not sure WHERE exactly it's at... uh oh! I left my ferrets alone with that monster! :eek5: nooo! :cry: anyway, I've removed all the wooden floor boards from my room... and now all I have left to do... get a few more containers... pull out my bed, CLEAN off my bed and cot, and whatever is left of my carpet... my ferrets, my last rubbermaid dresser, my bench press... and whatever is in the closet, and I'll be set to tear my room apart... and I'm not sure if I tear down the wall, I'll me tearing down p1's side of the wall along with it... but, my room is a total mess... like a 1:10000000 scale of the result of Katrina... sorta.. ^_^; anyway, the E.C. is dismantled and out in the side of the yard, and Tonique pratically HOGGED a full box of Apple Jacks all for HERSELF!!! "If you wanted some, you should've gotten some a long time ago!" FUCK YOU YOU DAMN FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bought the damn box of fod, and we hardly had the milk for everything. MOVE THE FUCK OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, when the phone is to be put under your name, it'll cost $150. and you'll still have to pay the monthly bill. there goes my next futchmucking paycheck. thanks alot assface! gonna have to ask mom if she can help me out with what's going on soon... I have a bike in the shop(won't be completed), I'll also have tithing to pay, and I need a new sleeping bag(that joke is old, shut the hell up!) cause the pillow is open with the cotton hanging out, and what else? oh, yeah, that's right... FOOD!! for the next 2 weeks, to keep me going while on the job. Also... hopefully I MIGHT be able to put just MAYBE a little cash in my bank account, cause I should have about... OH maybe at least $1250!!! but, alas I don't! I accidently fell asleep roleplaying last night... well, stay tuned for next time!

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The funniest thing happened, well actually the funniest thing in a while... happened last night... I was playing with Boo&Fratley, and I brought them into my parents' room... the 2 dogs were in the room, and I set the 2 boys down... THEN, they start to go who knows where, and I try to get them to play with the dogs? It doesn't work out, and they start to fret. So, I go downstairs telling them to hold on, and as soon as I get them inside the cage, they race to the main pooping corner... I just chuckled about it... also, Saturday, Joe got sick, so I came in to fill-in for him? Saturday Night took me straight into the face of Hell... ugly much literally... @(_@; anyway near closing time, I was called for a courtesy help to bag for Annie(Elizabeth) manager, and, as soon as I got there, she was done. "I'm alright Reece." and I go over to Elsa thinking SHE had a big cart, and as soon as I got there "Well?" "She was done as soon as I got there." "That's because you're SLOW!" "I'm not slo-" "Don't yell at me!" "Grr!" and I take a go-back and storm off... then AFTER I'm done, I watch t.v. for about almost an hour... and I go back just before they close to pick up a few groceries I was gonna buy, but didn't get the money 'til then... so anyways, I'm being a little repetitive... sorry. yeah, as I was saying, I pick up the soon to be MINE groceries... and when I go to checkstand 6, Annie "I'll get to you in a minute." "OK.""No, I'll GET him!" And I get more of Elsa's crap attitude. "I know you told your family I was being mean to you! You sure have a big mouth!" I was so angry with her I almost shoplifted my groceries, I said Keep the change giving her 3 for $2.63, and "I'm not keeping you filthy change!" You know what? I have a MOM that wouldn't mind asking me how work went! I have the right to tell mom EXACTLY how work went! So, yesterday, I did my very best trying NOT to 1-help her out, and 2-get a repeat of Saturday Night. and today, I told Steve about Sat. night, and he said to me"Alright, I'll talk to her about being a little more nicer to you." and Tracy told me to hang in there... though before I talked to Steve, Tracy asked me if it got any worse... luckily I told her no, because it luckily was the truth. So... I know I'm gonna get another crabby attitude from Elsa... AFTER Steve talks to me... *sigh* I'm not sure how much more of this stress I can take from Elsa... she's the ONLY co-worker I CAN't get along with... well, that's it for now...

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Well, work IS the cause of my stress, and holy crap I just realized the time. Also, since I'm looking like THE King of Idiots... and SOMEONE is making it seem so... also cause they're not the nicest of people... I just might jump ship soon... I know, I know, I at least made it one whole year, but good things always have to come to a sudden end... also, for those who read this... DO NOT GIVE ME REP< FOR IT WILL ONLY PROVE THAT I'M A BIGGER RETARD THAN BEFORE... and it isn't something to go"Hey, I'm leaving making myself get others to feel bad JUST to give me rep, then "MAGICALLY" change my mind." no ASSFACE! that ISN't the point. What I mean is, no, I'm not sick of you people, but it's just I'm not so available as I used to be. Work really sucks especially when you're working 8 hours with NO lunch hour, and you only get ONE 10 minute break... I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work, I hate work. anyway, I'm tired, PLEASE don't give me any rep for this post... cause I'll feel horrible about it... and guilt trips suck.

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in today's news... I came upon THIS: http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Mega_Man
I started laughing my head off before I finished the 1st paragraph!

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I have a lot of stress as of late, and right now the best idea I have to lose half of it is to soon give my boss a 2 weeks notice, yes that's right... I'm thinking of quiting my job after 9 long stressful months... sounds like I'm giving birth soon! @(_@; Anyway, I got a new cage for my ferrets, and put it together. Well, a few clamps are broken because of either how tricky or how stupid I am... or maybe it's just both. Well, not much else going on except for Homework... which is a big toughie. :( Also the papre route keeps me from getting all the rest I need, especially since Judo is making me realize how lazy I was... I wake up with sore muscles and ithe pain goes away after a few days... and I shall soon sign up for Summer Classes to be a Full-Fulltime student, and somehow try and survive college, and tuition. /@(_@\ *sadness* anyway, I'm gonna try and keep the amount of classes small, but I got to try and not kill myself. Also, what is the whole deal about the Journals?? I'm confused... I thought that was what these Reflection threads were all about? Anyway, i'm heading to bed soon... thus concluding series 2, yet starting series 3 of Outcast Hero's classic boringness! ... and my hopless life.

[Outcast Hero]

Well, as in my last reflections post I mentioned the thought of giving my 2 weeks notice, and I went through with it. I'm half regretting, cause I never know how Steve will react(Steve being my soon to be former boss). @(_@; Anyway, I'll have more time on my hands to do homework; speaking of which I should be working on most of the time, but I need a break now and then you see? Anyway, I took the Unit2 test today, and got a 74! :D So, now I'm at a 77% in Math. If I can keep it at least above 75% the whole semester, or year... I won't go on Campus Probation, or whatever it's called. Anyway, I gotta go now, so tata!

[Outcast Hero]

Some teenage girl who was dancing to NumaNuma during Musical Numbers at the Skating Rink got a free Drink ticket... I'm not going anymore, cause I never win, and there are too many kids who cut you off, and it's like a mine field... Plus their music selection is gayer than a fruit basket. Also I'm really starting to want to eliminate stupid kids... which is the majority of kids...