Something Morbid

[Zzbrynia]

...and the angel reached down
Placing its hand upon my head.
Fire and ice
The visions came.
Bathed in fire
Good and evil
Washed away
The human race
Greatest experiment
Gone astray.
Violence.
Destruction.
Death.
To name but a few.
Nothing survived
The earth born anew.
Shaking now
In agonizing extacy.
Vision blurred.
Mind burned.

...and the angel gazed upon me
Laughing.
Laughing at my misery.
Laughing at my joy.
Why?
Why were these visions for me?
Because you are the one
Came the reply.
Out of all of them
It is you
That I have chosen
To die.
Pain.
Unimaginable pain
Gripped me then.
Web of fire.
Web of ice.
A voice
Neither here
Nor there
Everywhere
Spoke but a single word.

Salvation

But I did not understand.

Awake now
In my bed.
Drenched
And shaking
Am I dead?

[Marith]

*shrugs*

[Allein'd'Ashan]

Man, that's deep!!!

[Mizz Elayne]

You wrote this Zz? It gives me the creeps (and that's a compliment if you wrote it)

[Zzbrynia]

Yes, I wrote it. It's an extremely shortened version of something I wrote a 6 - 7 years ago when I was doing A LOT of drugs and was truly in a very dark place and searching for something I never found. I've been trying to locate the notebook that it is in for awhile now, I think it was lost in one of my many moves.... but I feel like I've seen it since my last move, so it may turn up when I move again next month. I had a lot of great stuff in that notebook, most of it is dark and unpleasant, but there were a few rays of sunshine in there as well.

[Allein'd'Ashan]

lucky you. there are people who doesn't experience the rays of sunshine in such a state of mind. glad you could contribute this:D:D:D:D