The Real World

[Danie Dell]

Well, I never really thought I would post here. I have read some of the others, and I just didn't know if I could pour my self like that. But hey, I noticed typing my shit out makes me feel a bit better. So here I am. No one can judge me here, but some one is bound to read it. So I guess I kind of fufill that little need for attention without all the talking from the other side. I kinda like that. So here I ramble. I may not make any sense, but too damn bad. If you want to read this, it's up to you.

So, here I am. A 25 year old mother of 4 boys. That in of itself is kinda depressing. I got prego when I was 16, got married, still married to the most wonderful man alive, and I can't seem to make my life work out the way I want it to. Why is it that even when something good happens in my life, something bad always has to outweigh it? My business is going good. Better than we thought it would. I guess that's a good thing. But I can't get past the bad. I don't like letting others know that I'm down. I don't know why I'm doing it now. But who the hell cares right? I'm not the only one with issues! :D

[Danie Dell]

Wow, that last post was real fucked up eh? Well I was in a bad mood. I am allowed to not be in the best of moods all the time right? Well, right now I am feeling alright. Life is pretty good. I can't complain too much. Last weekend got rained out so we didn't make too much money at the swap meet. I have to have a talk with some of my business partners. They are totally shirking their responsibilities to the business. I think they are still kids who don't want to take anything seriously yet, even though I told them what this would mean. I am having a very hard time trying to keep them seprate from business and friendship, cause I really don't like them very much right now. I don't know what to do, cause I have no diplomaticness in me. I am a bitch and I don't know how to make it sound better than, knock your stupid shit off! Oh well, I'll figure it out. I always do!

I am bored out of my mind! I wanna have some fun! I got a new game. Lords of the Realm 3. It sucks! A lot! I can't make it work for me, stupid ass thing. My kids are making entirely too much noise. I haven't been here in a while so all the posts are all huge and I don't have time to read them all! ARG! But other than that, life is pretty good. I have good friends who love me, I have great kids and a computer!

I called this thread The Real world cause I feel that some of the problems my friends put in front of me are so trivial that they don't live in the real world. But I do. I have kids, money problems, business stuff and tons of other crap, while others are like Oh my boyfriend, or my parents or some other stupid crap. I don't know, I guess I'm jaded. :D :cheers: