The rantings of an insane lunatic!!! YAY!!!

[Dreamergirl]

Ok, I sent someone a birthday greeting, and they told me to start one of these because that's what all the cool kids are doing, so hey! I'll conform, sure! so... Ya, what do you want to know about me? Um, I'm Lauren, hi, and I'm a sophmore in high school (yes I know, I'm a young'un!)I live in Texas. Not much to say about that, except that no, I don't ride horses to school. Um... I'm currently in love with a boy that has a habit of making out with his girlfriend in front of me while I silently die. My name Dreamergirl comes from the fact that I am aways daydreaming about something, because I think that it is where we realize ourselves the most. Um... I can sing and I guess I can act, you'll have to ask my friends about that. Oh ya! my friends! Um, they got me into the WOT books, although they didn't need to twist my arm too bad... I was already a fan of fantasy books. Um, so ya, that just about explains me.. Bye!

[Dreamergirl]

*yawn* long weekend. I had an all-day clinic for Region choir yesterday. I was sooo tired. I didn't even have the energy to seduce my latest prospect. (Some call it flirting, I call it seducing, it sounds more sensual that way) It didn't matter though, because I was getting enough attention as it is. Some guy slapped my ass after he found out that I thought he was attractive, and another one looked up my choir dress when I was showing my friend my scar on my leg (Not that I mind, of course...) ;-) Then I went home and fell asleep at like, 9:30, which was just as well because I had a swim meet today. I guess I did OK, I placed 4th out of 7, which is pretty good because I just started swimming.

I've been reading White Oleander, which is awesome. Iwant to be Ingrid. Not the killing her ex-lover part, I want to be like her in the fact that she is so strong, and every boy wants her and she knows it. Only she pretends that she doesn't want them, so that they want her even more. So I have made a resolution. No more crying over Chad because I can't have him, no more whining about how terrible something is for me. Because I know that I am beautiful and I can take it.

And I will leave you on that note.
Good night!

[Dreamergirl]

Ugh, I'm sick, I have a headache. Someone come take care of meeee!!! I stayed up till 2 doing homework, came to 3 classes and then asked my daddy to take me home. And then he promptly left me with my brother (who was sick too) who then in turn, got into a fight with me, and I had another nervous breakdown & threatened to kill myself. Fun stuff huh?

[Dreamergirl]

Wow, I'm sleepy. I got hit on today! It was funny! This guy was checking me out the whole rehearsal, and then afterwards, he walks up to me and asks me to a movie, like, without finding out my name! Ok, I may be a little anal, but I hate it when guys automatically ask me out, I have to get to know the person too. That and I'm a prude and don't date. Ok, so anyways... Um ya, I'm in another play (for those of you that don't know, I'm in 2 plays now) and I'm quitting swimming to be in this one. Wheeeeeeee! Okie-day, going to sleep.

PS. Do you think that maybe, someday, you will find the one, and he will sweep you off your feet, and you will live happily ever after? Or do you think that maybe they're just in it for the sex? I think I'm in between.

[Dreamergirl]

Wow its been a long time since I last posted. Might be because I left Worism for a while after the whole Religion poll crap that I got, but anyways I'm back. Ugh I'm tired. I asked out a boy today! Ok I said that I don't date, but this time, I think I'll make an exception. I guess you can say that I like two guys, but its hard to decide whether I should go after the guy that ignores me? Or the one that talks to me, but doens't like me (he said no). Doesn't make me feel pretty. I think I'm pretty! Moderately. I mean I'm not ugly. I'm just...normal. I'm a normal slightly more attractive than normal girl. Ok? Ok. Good night

[Dreamergirl]

Went to go see Chicago today, the movie you know? It was really good. I had no idea Catherine Zeta-Jones could sing, or that Richard Gere could tap dance. *shrugs* I was supposed to see it with Gary and Emma. But Emma couldn't come. It was sad (kind of) but I was happy cause it was just me and Gary. I'm trying to get him to play his violin for me, but he's been refusing. Maybe I should dance for him, then he'll know that someone is worse at something than he is! Ugh. School is starting on Monday, and I've been procrastinating on my homework. I need to go do that . Bye bye!