Into the Depths

[Shadow Angel]

Well as it is my first few days at Wotism, I feel compelled to begin a Reflection Thread. I am 16 years old and live in the U.S. I am an even 6' 10" tall. I love to read, write, and fight. I box and am a black belt in Karate and love Kung Fu. I have a girlfriend who is also 15 and who also reads WoT and SoT. She is a Judo girl herself. I love classical music and romantic movies :love: (yeah I know it seems kinda gay). I live to play Euchre, with my favorite partner, and am quite good at turning the tricks in my favor;) I have cats... lots of cats, and I love them all. Well thats enough about that. >Steps into the Shadow and leaves the thread<

*edit: I mistyped an put 15 in for my age... upps*

[Shadow Angel]

Last night I had a most unusual experience. I was walking through the woods upon a late hour, and before my eyes stood 6 cloaked figures chanting their worship around a pentagram. Nailed to the center of the demonic star was a disembowled black cat. Of course I was shocked at this site and tried to sneek of queitly but I was a little unerved by this event, for I love cats, and I steped on a twig. The snap caused the cloaked figures to see me. One called out "Who treads apon the rites of our worship?" I said, "Excuse me I did not know you where here and I was just going for a walk." The man whom I assumed was the leader of the ritual said, "Do you worship the Lord of Death?" Of course I said "No." Then he said, "Leave now or be cursed into death." So I left. When I got home I checked on my cats and went to sleep. That is one of the most unusual things that has ever happened to me.

[Shadow Angel]

My "friends" are hard to deal with. >refers to venting thread< But I love my kittens and my doll faced gal. School still is boring out of mind and space. Here is a poem I wrote.

Death walks,
Life crawls,
The grave calls,
Breath bars our path,
Sweet sorrow to Hold,
Bliss is in death's cold,
And the light of darkness,
Is bright enough,

[Shadow Angel]

I took a long walk today and ended up quite aways away from my home. When I started to walk home... a car came out of no where and hit this other car right in front of my eyes... it was like dejavou(sp) So I went over and tried to see if I could help.. but the person that was hit was already dead... It just reminds me how fragile life really is. That we could all die at anymoment. Somtimes it is never soon enough though...

[Shadow Angel]

I know I havn't made a post in here for awhile but I think I will start up again. For those of you who don't know, my doll faced girl and I broke up. God she is a bitch. We went out of like ever and were happy then she bitched at me. It really kinda messed me up and made me sad. Well, now she is dating/banging someone who used to be one of my best friends. *refer to venting thread on the guys ass i kicked in school* So this friend of mine, Casey, has been my lover for awhile. Not a relationship, just some fun and company. Now she wants a relationship and stuff, and I am not sure if I am ready to jump into another one. *hates his fucking love life* Oh... and satan bonded me a few weeks ago. Wahoo! Thats whats new.

[Shadow Angel]

Here are some lyrics I to two songs I wrote.

Cold

When I am dead and April seasons
Shake out her rain drenched hair
Though you should lye above me weeping
I shall not care

(chorus)
I shall have peace
As the leafy trees are peaceful
When the rain bends down the bough
And I will be more silent
And cold-hearted
Than you are now

Down this lonely road walk
Searching for tomorrow's yesterday
Speaking the empty loveless words
Hopeless answers that won't go away

(chorus)

Broken tears of glass shatter in the wind
Cares of caring flee with breath
Listening to the lies that whisper my name
Drawing my soul toward death

(bridge)
She's no longer in my life
Yet, what is there to live
She's not longer of this earth
To love the love it give
(repeat 2x)

(chorus)

First Eyes

Eyes that fill with life death
Burn into my heart
Looking for a light to shine through

Seeping in my black rose soul
Breaking down the walls of hate
Bringing color to the bloom

(chorus)
You’re the first eyes
I saw with hope
The first eyes
That shone so pure
The first eyes
Gazing back me
The first eyes
The last ever see

Where has the light gone… (repeat 5x)

(chorus)

:edit: There are a few typos but I think you can figure out what they mean.

[Shadow Angel]

No school today. And Ice storm hit and froze the entire town. Wahoo. Thats about all.

[Shadow Angel]

Well... Today on the mud that I play. I broke up a marriage... got married. got devorced and then broke up another marriage... arn't I a nice guy? *mud is a game online*