Smartmouth Goddess Ramblings

[Amelia Sedai]

Hmmm, this is quite interesting! My very own webspace to ramble and rant.

Well to start off with, Im sick. Im at work, but would rather be curled up on my couch with my afgan and cuddling my cat who would be sleeping and purring, but Im at work. At least the chair is comfy and leather.:D

I also have the weekend off. I was supposed to drill this weekend but with me not feeling well, I dont want to. So I rescheduled it so Im all clear. Kinda bummed cause a couple of girls and I were going to go shoe and accessory shopping for the Navy Ball next month. Have the dress, kinda nervous since its my first Navy Ball and Im going by myself. Hope I have fun. My apartment is a disaster area, I have been working so much now Im sick, havent had the energy to clean, I guess I will this weekend. At the very least I will clean the litter box and wash my clothes. That will be simple things to do. I should vaccumm too! I dont understand how my cat can shed so much fur. I dont think a cat could shed so much! I wish he would let me vacuum him, like some cats. My cat runs at the sight of the mine.

Well, I just had a rude lady on the phone. The good thing about my job is that I transfer people to different departments so I dont have to deal with them for very long. Of course I have to talk to every rude person that calls.

I think Im done ranting for the moment. I will post again soon!

Amelia Sedai

[Amelia Sedai]

Im still sick, which sucks. I have had this cold for over a week now. At least I had the weekend off to rest. I watched Dogma, love that movie! I did my laundry and cleaned the litter box. My cat loved the attention he got since I was lying on the couch all day. He layed down and slept and purred most of saturday. A purring cat is very calming, you really cant stay mad or angry when a cat is purring on your lap. Corse a cat might not purr around you when youre angry.......
Worked at EB today, kinda sad only two more days of work there. I wonder if I will be missed. Hell, I worked there for 5 years. I guess Im hoping for something more than a little note written on the white board saying goodbye. Im going to buy a bunch of clothes while I still get the discount, Im now looking through the catalogs. Im still upset that we are charging extra for tall sizes, which I need. I feel Im being penalized for something out of my control, now if I was overweight and had to pay extra for womens sizes, I could understand but c'mon, they only add an inch or two. If you are going to charge me extra then make it LONG!
Im now at my hotel job and its kinda busy. The front desk agents are stressed and come into my room stressed so it leaks out and I sense it and its contagious. So, Im trying to mellow out, and Im almost there but some person calls and acts really stupid. I should just try to be calm, I only have to deal with the person for about 30 seconds.

Thats all for now!

Amelia Sedai

[Amelia Sedai]

I still have my cold! Im starting to think this isnt just a fun sucking cold, maybe an allergy or a sinus infection......

Worked at EB today. Its payday there and today kicks off the 40% off for associates so Im going to buy a ton of stuff.

Glad things are going to get better here. Talked to Mike about what was bothering me and he understood. I think what was bothering me was bothering other people too. I belive the problem will work itself out, hopefully! Would say other things about Mike, but other people read it and it would embarass me!...insert blushing icon here!

Anyway thats about it. Survived yesterday, cried alot. Even though I dont live on the east coast something like that affects everybody! I was actually doing some active duty time when it happened. I hope that we dont ever forget what happened.

[Amelia Sedai]

Busy day today. Im off in about 2 hours which is nice. Im going to have a weird evening. Its my ex husbands birthday so we are going out to dinner. I have no idea why we are doing things together. O

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Ok time passed got a gazillion phone calls and half the people were grouchy. I guess thats the downside of being a phone operator, people getting grouchy with you for puting them on hold. I have no other choice or else they get mad at me for not answering the phone! Ah well

Might go to comedy or Rocky Horror Picture Show. I would rather do Rocky but its the birthday boys decision.
Pay Day is today so thats always fun. Tommorow Imgoing to by a ton of catalog merchandise from EB since it will be my last day tommorow. Melancholy is the misspelled emotion Im feeling about it.

A grouchy man just complained about waiting on hold to make a reservation. Im sorry but other people are calling also and they can only help one person at a time.

Gots to go more calls!

[Amelia Sedai]

Well, it was a melancholy day Saturday. It was my last day working at Eddie Bauer. I worked there for 5 years, which is a long time. I cried 3 times at work! Once when I saw the white board saying it was my last day and good luck and once when I was about to leave the store and the manager was teary eyed....she started one month earlier than me and once when I left. Im getting teary-eyed right now. I went back in today to order some stuff from the catalog and there was a card for me so I read it right there and cried again and the manager was crying again......Im just an emotional sap.

The hotel job is a good thing, I get paid more and Im sitting most of the day instead of on my feet. I get to be on the internet while working....like right now! Today is slow and Im by myself, kinda nice but I wont be able to take a break to eat. If I knew I would be by myself I would have brought a lunch with me. Oh well. I will figure something out. Prolly end up ordering something I guess. One of the operators got fired yesterday. Was shocked. I can see why she got fired but now there is only 3 of us, we are going to be tired!!!! Hopefully they will hire some more people. One of the front desk agents wants them to hire her younger sister and I hope they dont!
Its really quiet today, so different than friday when it was so busy I couldnt think straight! I best be going. I dont want to ramble too much in these posts.

[Amelia Sedai]

The best thing happened today......I was able to get into the chat room! LT and archely were there and they were shocked to see me. I tousseled LT's hair and tickled archely. Hee hee hee it was fun! I left shortly after but now I think I know how to get into chat with this computer. I was hoping Mike would be on cause I love tousseling his hair!

[Amelia Sedai]

Im at work at 6am and the espresso chick is late and its now 720am and she still isnt here and I want a mocha! Actually its more like a need than a want. What a suprise a Washington state girl addicted to esspresso! Once in DC where I was at for 12 days they laughed at me cause I found the esspresso place on my first day working there and in Chicago I was banned from making coffee at the chapel, they called it sludge. I called it a decent cup of coffee. It was funny at the Ohare airport I went into the starbucks cause I thought well at least in there I would get a halfway decent mocha and when I ordered my double tall skinny mocha she didnt understand. WHen I asked her what part confused her and she said the skinny part. I then told her it meant nonfat milk. I was suprised that a chick at starbucks didnt know what that meant! I thought they would have gotten a cheat sheet or something. I really dont like Starbucks all that much....too much like McDonalds. I like going to the small little shops where they know me and my usual drink and I can sit there and read the paper and all is right with the world. Ahhhhhhhhhh.

OK back to reality, the esspresso chick is STILL not here and Im drinking a pepsi to help the caffine withdrawls that I have. A consttuction guy got the Pee-Wees playhouse connect the dots song stuck in my head: Connect the dots, la la la la. Connect the dots, la la la la. I miss that show.

Hey my pic is on the picture page now. I remembered that a master chief sent me it. The admiral sent him a bunch of pics from the school I was attending and there was one of me. I cant believe I gave the admiral my "will you just take the damn picture" look. I was exercising and thats not the thing I want to be doing at 6am. I actually would like to be sleeping or at least have a cup of COFFEE! Actually I did have a cup of coffee there before I exercised but you can see right through it and if you can see right through it....it isnt coffee. I feel the same way about beer, it works with both!

Ok enough with the caffinee ramblings, I will rambling later once I had some caffinee in me!

[Amelia Sedai]

I went to a funeral today. His name was Earl and he died of a heart attack. He was a Shriner, and former Sailor. He was a nice man. I hardly knew him. He worked at the hotel as a doorman. The funeral was packed. I cried. I was OK until I saw him lying in his coffin. He looked like he was sleeping peacefully.

After the funeral I went home, got ready for work, went to work and my manager came up to me and said it was nice of me to go to the funeral and it made me cry again.

I think what I will remember most was a quote at the funeral....it was during a video of music and photos of Earl. Well the saying goes: When I die I want to go peacefully not like my grandfather who went screaming while in the backseat of the cramped car. Then it went on to say: Earl liked that quote.

It made me laugh. I wish I gotten to know Earl better but we both seemed to be busy and work different shifts. Im going to try to get to know people better or at least say hi and ask how they are, and mean it.

I think when I die I will be cremated.

[Amelia Sedai]

Im in a much better mood today. Buckweet is back which makes me very happy. Its better to have somebody else with me when Wulfy and I start a fight cause then Zephi joins in against me and then I have nobody! So its good that hes back. Now he is jealous cause of all the hair tousseling I have done but I think I will still toussel the hair of men just not as many.

ummmm not much else going on. Im working and sleeping and eating. My apartment is getting cleaner, I have sunday and monday off so Im going to vacuum! WOO HOO! The exciting single life I lead! lol!

Not alot of phone calls today so much more time for the internet. I really need to get my internet running at home cause I wont be able to be back here until Tuesday. Ah well, I will live. What does not kill me shall only make me stronger. I love that phrase. I saw it on a shirt in Coronado and it had the Navy SEALS logo on it. I should have gotten it. I tell myself that all the time. Usually when Im taking some Navy or Marine class and getting yelled at.

Time to go. I noticed that I have over 100 views on this, was kinda happy then I noticed LT with over 200 then my ego deflated. Im taking the ego deflating as a good thing.

[Amelia Sedai]

Today was kinda fun and kinda stressful. I actually spent alot of time in the chat room and visited with people I usually dont talk to and I had a good time. Somebody told me they thought I was blonde until they saw my picture. Had to laugh and I was given the nickname soulflirter.hahahahaha!!! I also got to toussel the hair of LT and Mike. Which is also fun. I was in good flirting, smartmouth Goddess form tonight.

The best thing that happened tonight was that the owner of the hotel told me and my manager that I was the best person in the PBX section. That made me happy and Im glad he told my manager that too. I want a tiara now.

I also ate some yummy food tonight. We get leftovers from the banquets and so there was appetizers.....so good. I never had caviar before and it was delicious and there were hunks of beef. How can anybody not like hunks of beef and it was medium rare......mmmmmmmm nummy! Now all is right with the world! Only half hour to go then two days off. So I guess i will see you all in two days!

Toodles ;)

[Amelia Sedai]

I just realized something.....my cold is gone!!!!
**does the Im-not-sick-anymore-dance**

Its odd that I didnt realize it until now.
The mochas here at the hotel are not the best, they need more chocolate
I dont have to work until 2pm tommorow so I can sleep in
I have to really do a bunch of cleaning tonight, I have a friend coming over tommorow.
My cat might not be feeling well
I still want a tiara
I already have a tiara but I want another one
We really need another operator!

This person keeps calling the hotel and wants to talk to housekeeping. Well he keeps asking for the phone number for housekeeping which I cant give him so I just transfer him and he doesnt speak english really well so hopefully Im not making him mad or frustrated.

I dont have much to say, Im in a good mood. I have some ponderings but I really cant talk about in here, well I could but I dont want to and I really cant hint about it but there is stuff going on in my head and its a tad bit frustrating. I seem to be heading down the same paths and I keep wondering why. I dont look for these things to happen. AH! Oh well, this path wont be as long as the other paths.

[Amelia Sedai]

People are really annoying today! Luckily I only have to deal with them for 30 seconds but DAMN can that 30 seconds be annoying!

A friend of mine came over today and we havent seen each other in about a month. He gave my a brithday present. Actually a late birthday present so I was suprised that he gave me one. He missed me and thinks I was mad at him, I think.

Anyway, it was books! I said YEAH BOOKS! Then at closer inspection I noticed they were young adult novels.....Hes a young adult writer so maybe thats why he bought them. They are fantasy books so maybe thats the other reason why he gave them to me. I said thank you. He also have me this little box and when you slide the lid open a little black snake pops out....it was cute. He said it was for me to put my pretty things in and when I open it to get my pretty things out then there is something to remember him......the only person to give me pretty things is another friend so it was a whole jealousy thing going. Oh well.
Then when he left I noticed that in all the books he wrote Happy Birthday Amy and he signed them. So if he becomes really famous writer then I can sell them on ebay or something. I actually bought his book at a book signing and I already knew him but havent seen him in years. Then when it was my turn to get my book signed he wrote his email address and phone number in the back of the book....smoooth! The man makes me laugh.

Well he wasnt there for very long so he might stop by tommorow. Who knows.

Well, Im off. Im curious how much a plane ticket will cost!

[Amelia Sedai]

I had a really bad day at work. Luckily I was in chat and cried to Mike and LT about it and I felt better. Then I worked the problem out the Front Desk Agent that I was mad at. So, it all worked out.

Then today my boss came and and said he heard I had a bad day yesterday and wanted to make sure I was OK and that I can always come to him if I have a problem and if Im totally swamped he can come in a help. I thought that was very nice of him to say that. We talked about me not getting breaks and how we need another PBX operator, and that attitudes between the PBX and The Front Desk Agents are better. Im kinda wondering if hes only talking to me because the owner told him I was the best PBX operator or if its because I really had a bad day yesterday.

I saw Buckweet in chat yesterday. The first time in a long time. So there was alot of tackling and hair tousseling. ahhhhhh it was nice! I have been wondering if there was a big wotism reunion, that would be funny. There would be alot of chocolate cake and cookies to eat. Ulk would bring Kegs of beer and I would toussel alot of hair!:D

Im going to the park tommorow. There is this cat thing there. Not a cat show but people there to answer questions about cat behavior problems and hopefully cat stuff to buy. My friend and I are going. She has two cats and one is starting to have behavior problems. Sometimes Im afraid Im starting to sound all spistery when I talk about my cat. Hes just the only male in my life whos dependable!
:p


Well thats it for the moment. Toodles!

[Amelia Sedai]

Im back after having my two days off. I always tell myself Im going to do all sorts of things but then I dont do even half of them. Ah well.

Sunday I went to the park with my friend and it was mostly an adoption thing. They had ten cages with cats and kittens available for adoption and my friend was teasing me cause Ive been talking about getting a kitten to keep my cat from being so lonely when Im gone. I always talk myself out of it cause I dont want another cuddly kitty. Yule is cuddly enough for 5 cats and I dont know if I could handle two cats lounging on me. Then on the other hand maybe he wouldnt be so cuddly if he wasnt so lonely. Ahhh who know.

Anyway, there were some tips on cat care which were good. My cat is heavy...weight wise so I decided to go buy him some toys. I wanted to buy some of those super bouncy balls so we looked all over downtown and we couldnt find any except a pack of 3 for $5.00!

We then walked home and ended up walking around our neighborhood and looked at the histoic homes. Teh neighborhood I live in is where the rich people used to live, its one of the first neighborhoods in Spokane. Anyway, we ended up walking around and looking at the big old, cool houses and then we went to the pet store and found little tennis balls, a laser pointer, water dish and a cat grooming thingy.

Yule couldnt have cared less about the tennis balls but he loved the laser pointer, the cat ran all over the house until the laser pointer died about half hour after I started to use it. Now the cat was looking everywhere for the little red dot and was sad. Need to go back and exchange it!:mad:


Im really not some lonely old spinster........Im really not!

[Amelia Sedai]

I've been experiencing a sleep problem and its rather bothersome. I fall asleep and have a dream and then during the dream I wake up! Then it takes me forever to fall back asleep. That happened again last night. I had to be at work today at 6am so I set the alarm at 4am so I can hit the snooze button for abit. Im not a morning person so this sleep thing is bothering me. I used to have insomnia but thats all done with. I added a blanket to my bed cause Ive been cold now Im too hot so I adjusted that again. AHHHHH!

I know when I get home Im gonna fall asleep which wont help me tonight when I want to go to bed.!

[Amelia Sedai]

Things that are wrong with today!

1. People are annoying today! Had this guy who wanted to talk to a certain person but not her answering machine and wanted to know what I could do, all I could do was transfer him to her extension....his response was "Oh youre the operator" Well yeah thats why I ANSWERED THE PHONE! Then a woman bitched becuase she kept on getting hung up on and its when she talking to the other person, yet she blames me. I wish I had that much power! Then there was the usual twenty stupid questions.

2. I didnt get a good nights sleep.....already discussed that.

3. The mochas here arent that good. But when Im walking to work there isnt anything opened that early and so when its 6am im already here. Then today she first wasnt there when I went over the first time. Then when she was there she was on Ebay and totally ignored me! HELLOOOO all i want is a mocha!!!!! Then she finally decides to actually do her job she still had to do some stupid little thing that she should have done YESTERDAY so that takes some time and then im standing there and she doesnt even talk to me and then a bellman comes up and stands next to me and then she talks with him. I really hate women who are mean to other women! I dont like it when women would rather work with men and hate working with other women. I think its an inferiority complex with them. I struck back.....I only gave her a 30 cent tip. I prolly shouldnt have in the first place.
Anyway the mochas arent that great.....they need more chocolate syrup in them and I dont even get an employee discount!

I think thats it....wait Im also hungry! Maybe I will just take my break from 2 to 230 when my relief gets here. God! We need to hire another operator!

Ok thats it!

[Amelia Sedai]

Im better today. I actually left the hotel in a good mood. I got a break and I east some pasta and had some PEPSI!!! HEAR THAT QUIRKY I WAS DRINKING SOME COMMIE PEPSI!!

Anyway, and then my friend calls and all he does at first is this growlling purring thing. It sounds like if a lion purrs, which Im sure they do, thats what it sounds like. It so nice to hear that, it makes me all warm and fuzzy. I can also melt and become a pool of melted Amelia on the floor but since I was at work I resisted! I think thats what made me happy.

I did that thing again in my sleep! I had a dream and it was a weird dream! I was talking to LT, but I cant remember the subject or if we were talking in person or on the phone......so LT, I was dreaming about you last night! I actually woke up from it but I fell asleep quicker than the night before last. I still had trouble falling asleep. Luckily I work the evening shift tommorow so I can sleep in. But not too late my author friend is coming over.

Its soooo cold out this morning! The best thing about the cold is that it makes me walk fast. I hope to get my new coat soon. Its at the Post Office, however its one thats way far away. Why cant it be in the one on the way home? I guess that it would be way too easy. So, I checked the box on the little slip of paper to set it out in front of my apt door. I think it would be safe. Hopefully!

A couple of days ago I was looking at wotism.org and read some of the old posts. It brought back good memories. There was one where Beo was sneaking up on me so I grabbed twisted and pulled and so he kissed me and then Zepfi got mad at me and so my excuse was that I was a green. Then there were ones where it was just me and Buckweet and Son of the Sands. HAHAHAHA. Good times. Good times.

[Amelia Sedai]

I had drill this weekend. It went OK. I submitted orders for New Orleans, going to be working a conference will be down there for 8 days. **do my little New Orleans freaky relex thing** We have a new way of doing orders now, so I decided I will prolly do it wrong so lets do it now 4 months ahead of time and hopefully get it all straightend out. Then this RP1 wanted to talk to me so I called him and he wants me to go to my gaining command which is in Camp Pendleton for 3 days so we can have some face to face time. He also said if i needed HUMVEE training or M16 qualifications then he could get that in but he said "but it looks like you have all that" which is true, I do! So it looks like i will have 10 days IDTT which means I might have to drill at the reserve center for 5 months! How cool is that!

Also a Chief came up to me and asked if I was going to the Navy Ball still, which I was. She then told me that I will be the most junior sailor there so I will be involved in the cake cutting ceremony with the most senior sailor. Who was this medical officer and a female. So it was going to a chick fest with a sword! So I arrive late to the Navy Ball (long story that involved the spa at the hotel and my shipmate who picked me up late) but the thing ended up starting late.

The cake cutting ceremony was fun. We were standing there and the Emcee was announcing us and when he came to me he didnt say my rate correctly but that was OK. But when he came up to when I joined the Navy he stated my birthday and when he asked if that was correct I said "Thats my birthday!" so everybody laughed and then he read the correct date. So we went up to the cake....which looked really good! The emcee who was a dentist and a really nice man, drew a sword and almost hit the woman! She then sliced the cake, but the cake was on this table with wheels and it started to move! So I held it in place, which was amusing to EVERYBODY! So we ended up getting the slice on a plate and she took a bite and she passed the cake to me and I took a bite. The whole thing represented the knowledge the senior sailor had being passed to the junior sailors. The cake was really good! Then the reserve center CO interuppted and handed each of us the new command coin. Ok, if you dont understand, coins are a big deal in the military. So I had a bunch of people wanting to see it and then try to pocket it.

Sunday was slow Had to get a dental exam and it went well and had gate guard duty for two hours, which was the longest two hours EVER! ummmmmm then I went home.

My Eddie Bauer stuff showed up on friday which was cool and I got to wear my parka this morning on the way to work and I was so warm and toasty! One pair of pants was the wrong size..way too small, have to exchange it, prolly for something in the store.

A new PBX operator came in so I have to train her...me training somebody!

[Amelia Sedai]

Well the new PBX operator looks like she will be a good fit and shes got a brain. I just hope they hire a couple more then the one girl whos a bitch can be moved over to the front desk! At least she is annoying the other PBX operator so she now knows what I was talking about. I just stopped treating her as an equal since then she has calmed down. I almost told her that the owner thinks Im the best operator and until he tells me differently I will stick with that information. Yet, I bite my tounge and dont tell her. She will be moving to the front desk soon and out of my hair.

Yesterday was my day off for the week. I didnt do much. I did my laundry and got a box emptied. I realized much of the stuff I have is keepsake stuff. Im tempted to buy a footlocker and put all the keepsake boxes in the footlocker and call it all good. Then I can use the footlocker as decoration. Somebody suggested decopage the locker with pictures....which I have a ton of when I worked at a photo lab I took alot of pictures. So that will help with what to do with all the picture problem.

A friend was supposed to stop by yesterday and didnt. Im starting to think I need to drop him or not call him or something. I dont know. Im just kinda tired of him not stopping by when he says he will. Oh well, it will all work out by itself. His friend is going to be in town, I joked about it to my friend and he got all jealous. Geez dude, calm down! Men...........................

[Amelia Sedai]

Oh and somebody stole my shoes! i guess i forgot to put them in my locker at work and somebody stole them!

So Im at work wearing my tennis shoes that I wore to work which dont go with my work uniform.

Those shoes were so cute!

I hope the chick gets athletes foot, or wears my shoes and twists her ankle!

Im the forth person who has gotten their shoes stolen in two months. Why would somebody steal my shoes! They are cute, but there are shoes! You dont steal another womans shoes!

[Amelia Sedai]

ok the Kelly Clarkson single is soooo corny and having a front desk agent sing badly to the song doesnt help either.


Nothing really noteworthy to tell. I was talking to somebody online and another FDA came in to relive me for my break but she then proceded to read what I was writitng...........that is one of my biggest pet peeves! So i had to adruptly exit the internet but i apologized and i was forgiven.

ummm might be going to Camp Pendleton in November but Im not sure yet. It would only be for 4 days, no big deal but its to get some face to face time before we go to war with Iraq.....lets face it, we are or will be.

my teacher author friend is here at the hotel he called me with his cell so I opened my door and there he was at the front desk. SO we waved and he pretended that I wasnt the only reason why he was at the front desk. So to get back at him I asked if his friend was with him. It had the desired effect. He is picking me up at my apartment tommorow and taking me to work. Since he has to be here tommorow anyway. Sign books and all that jazz.

[Amelia Sedai]

All men are just little boys.

My friend came and picked me up for work and he brought his other friend, the one I have been teasing him about. So basically he was using me to show off to his friend. So, they went upstairs to do their author thing I went downstairs to do the hotel employee thing. When I got to my room I called him to see if maybe we could have lunch together but our schedules didnt match. Anyway, he wanted to know if I was mad for him bringing his friend so I called him on him showing off which he admitted. Jealous little boy.

Funny thing today..I answered the phone here at the hotel and this lady started to talk to me like she knew who I was so when I didnt say anything right away after she told me this kinda long story she asked me if I was still there. I said I was but she must have the wrong number. IT was funny, guess you had to be there.

Schedule isnt out yet and I wish I knew when my next day off is. Just so I can plan some things. I do have a life outside of work, yeah its small but its a life!

[Amelia Sedai]

I am soooo tired! I hate the 6am-230pm shift. Its just so early in the morning!

I just noticed that I have a hole in my shirt at the elbow, dang cheap shirt. This is the third shirt to do this. At least I dont have to pay for them!

I had the nicest phone call today. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm


Im so tired!

[Amelia Sedai]

Oh my goodness I just saw that my last post was my 600th! WOW! I know Im not supposed to make a big deal about it and Im not. Just hey, Cool!

OH and Im really happy that Mike made a toussel smiley for the chat room so now when I toussel somebodys hair they have a smiley to put up!

Its a funny looking little smiley and it cracks me up whenever I see it! Thanks Mike!

**toussels Mikes hair** too bad you cant put it in a post yet.

[Amelia Sedai]

:toussel: Hee hee hee! I just found out that when you put the pointer on the smiley its called Amelia's toussel..........awwwwww its named after me! hee hee hee

**toussels Mikes hair**

*cheer4mike*

My mother and I talked on the phone and now she wants me to go find a boyfriend. Geez. The only cute men in Spokane are married or gay. Im serious! The only men that hit on me are married. I think I have something written on my forehead that only guys can see that says "Only married men, hit on me! Single guys, avoid at all costs!"

*Big Sigh*

[Amelia Sedai]

Today is not a good day.

Actually work today sucked! I was in a good mood today then I come to work then BAM goodness dropped to zero. There was a complaint about my department, when I was working but it didnt happen with me! I wasnt the one the guest talked to. I think it happened during my break when I had a front desk agent aswer the phones. Except nobody believes me, well at least my co-worker in the PBX room. She didnt believe me. I was so angry! I was almost cursing at her, a sure sign that Im pissed. Instead I said, well then fine I will never go on a break again just so we never ever get a complain again. It was just frustrating!

Then I just started to wonder about the value of myself at this job. I was wondering if I would even have a job. Why not fire me and just have the front desk agents answer the phones. Then my friend called and his email to me didnt make me feel any better so I told him, and then i basically hung up on him. Then my other friend was supposed to stop by didnt. So, I am not calling him. Screw him! Which he is prolly doing with someone so thats why hes not coming over.

I had a fun email from a friend and hes driving thru Spokane and hes staying the night. I havent seen him in like 3 years and we have been friends since the age of 11. I cant wait to see him again! We can act so silly! He calls me Zelda and I call him Henry! We also do this mating call thing that I cant really describe. You have to hear it. Its funny though. I dont know if Spokane can handle the two of us together. Seattle can and has but Spokane....I dont know.

[Amelia Sedai]

Today was soooo much better than yesterday. I had a good hair day. I did nothing to my hair and it looked so good! It was the kind of hair day that I couldnt stop touching it it felt so good and my head felt good when I touched my hair.......ahhhhh!


Then work went well, I felt valued as an employee and the co-worker that didnt beleive me wasnt there so that helped. The food they had in the break room was fantastic, it was sooo good. My break was great, I can back very hyper.

Then in the chat room Buckweet was there and so was Mike and I bonded Mike as a warder. The thought has been on my mind, and Bucky finally mentioned it and said it was OK so I asked Mike and he said yes and so I did, much to the shock of the crowd.

Now Im almost off and Im going to go watch 2 hours of friends. I havent seen a single episode this season but somebody has recorded them for me so I get to watch them tonight!

Hmmmmm, thats about it for today. I was thinking that since I dont have to work on some of the days that Skate America is happening I would splurge and buy a ticket, but I do have to work. Except on wednesday, but thats just practice and I dont really want to stay there all day in hopes of seeing Alexi Yagudins tight little toushie! Thats my mission during the Skate America.....to see Alexi Yagudin and his tight little toushie!

[Amelia Sedai]

Today is a very long day today! I only have 30 minutes left maybe an hour and its going by so slow. I didnt get a break because there was nobody to relive me, there was only one front desk agent so she couldnt take my place, and she didnt get a break either.

So we both worked during the employee meeting, I was OK with it. I knew I would get the jist afterward which I did. My department is pretty simple. The meeting was 2 hours long! GEEZ! I will talk to the other operators and ask them what all was said during the meeting. I will even talk to the one who doesnt believe me.

I was on msn homepage and they had a link to Curt Cobains diary and he described Aberdeen, the town he grew up in. I grew up in Montesano which was 10 miles away. He desribed aberdeen and montesano perfectly! Well he only said aberdeen but it described montesano also.

So hungry, cant wait to go home and eat! I put a roast in the slow cooker so it will be done when I get home and Im going to slice it up and make sandwhiches yummy! I cant wait to eat it! IM SO HUNGRY!

I bought a small bag of m&ms and I gave the front desk supervisor my blue m&ms cause I dont eat them. I can handle the purple ones but I still cant bring myself to eat the blue ones.

Im so tired! So very tired. Im going to bed right after I eat which isnt good for the metabolism but oh well. I cant help it. I can sleep in tommorow! Yeah! Sleep sucked yesterday. Didnt get much sleep and now its biting me in the ass!

Im upset about the low points I received in WTP. So the way to get points is to brown nose arch. Sorry wont stoop down and he thanked me for the tips on finding an apartment but I didnt win for that answer. He gave it to the 15 year old kid who lives at home. Ah well, maybe its time for me to give up playing WTP.

Or it could be that the lack of sleep and food is making me grouchy, which is entirely possible.

[Amelia Sedai]

Im getting obessesed with Alexei Yagudin! Im not going to start stalking him or tackle him when I see him. Hes scheduled to check in tonight and I would like to catch a glimpse of him and his tight little toushie! So me and this front desk agent have come up with a plan!

1. She tells another front desk agent to please answer the phones for me.

2. She goes into the PBX room and says "The eagle has landed"

3. I casually stroll out and look at him from the front, smile and causually leave the front desk area and go towards an employee door and causually look at his tight little toushie. Then I casually walk back to my room and smile at him again.

He will prolly end up being a conceited asshole. That would be my luck, but if he was conceited, he would like the fact than I want to look at his tight little toushie!


I also want to say the I like George W Bush. I think hes doing a much better job than Bill Clinton. I dont think that this is the best time to go to Iraq, I think we should wait until we catch Ossama Bin Ladin, or at least confirm that Ossama is dead. But Mr. Bush is our president and I support him fully!

Thank you!

[Amelia Sedai]

Archley,

I hope you are not mad at me. You left chat rather abruptly so Im not sure. I dont want you to be mad at me. You asked my opinion so I answered. I wasnt trying to make you mad. I just wanted to let you know how I felt about the whole thing.

I hope there is no hard feelings!

**toussels Archleys hair**

[Amelia Sedai]

WWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

I missed him! I missed him and his tight little toushie! My plan failed me!]


Im so sad!


WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[Amelia Sedai]

Well shortly after posting my last post, Alexei did come back to the front desk, and I was able to go and take a looksie. First of all he is short and he was wearing a baseball hat, so it covered his hair. I then left the front desk to check out his toushie and his shirt was tucked out! Man!

Im so tempted to tell him that he should ALWAYS tuck his shirt in. I have a feeling that I wont ever see him but I think I should tell him that if I see him.

OH MY GOD! Peggy Fleming is staying here! Dick Button is too, but he acted like a prima donna when he talked to me about a wake up call.

Im just freaking out! These are poeple I know but I love ice skating!

[Amelia Sedai]

Oh on a down note, somebody stole my tights and skate america pin. I know for a fact that my lock was locked and it was locked when I got here. But I know these things were in my locker when I left sunday! I used those tights and somebody stole them, ewwwwww. Im now thinking that I didnt forget to put my shoes in my locker. Is it conincidence that it happens during my two days off? I think somebody knows my combo, I want to bring in my own lock! This sucks!

[Amelia Sedai]

HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE

I saw Alexei Yagudin and he stood up and I got to see his tight little toushie! HHEEHEEHEEHEEHEEHEE

Oh my god, i giggled for at least 30 minutes!

It was funny cause I was coming to terms with me never seeing him again or his toushie. And I was telling the espresso bar chick that i was dissapointed and then about 15 min later she was at the front desk wanting to talk to me so i went out there and she said he was in the lobby!

So I went out there and he was sitting down so I waited for a bit and showed the doorman who Alexei was and then I went to the front desk and told one of the agents that he was out there and she looked and said :Hey hes standing up so i quickly walked back to the espresso stand and he was standing up and walking away and I checked out his toushie and it looked so cute!

HEE HEE HEE

Then I went outside to talk to the doorman and i was jumping up and down and giggiling and the valet guys are like.....go back in your room! but the doorman was explaining that I saw a toushie i was trying to see for days!

hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee

[Amelia Sedai]

Ok i have a song stuck in my head here it goes:

This is the song that doesnt end!
Yes it goes on and on my friend.
Some people
started singing it
not knowing what it was
and they continue
singing it forever
just because
This the song that doesnt it end!
Yes it goes on and on my friend
some people
started singing it
not knowing what it was
and they continue singing it forever
just becuase..........

You get the idea!

[Amelia Sedai]

I had the worst day on friday. You know the days where you should have just stayed in bed. Everything went wrong and I had to go to work and it sucked! But then on Saturday everything important worked out. My friend came into town for the night and we havent seen each other in about 4years. I realized that we have been friends for 20 years! WOW! He loved the hotel and I missed him so much! It was so good to see him!! I had drill this weekend and next month we can wear cammies again! Cammies are the most comfortable clothes on earth! Have you ever noticed that everybody looks good in cammies? I realized this one day when we were with the marines at a rifle shoot and there was this major there OH MY GOD! He looked good but then when we were leaving his was in regular clothes....he didnt look so good. He didnt impress me much after that and months later I asked him a question and I could tell he didnt know the answer and he just babbled on for about 15 minutes and nothing in particular so I just nodded and thanked him.


I slept for a long time last night and I had that dream thing happen to me twice last night. YOu know I dream and then I wake myself up and it takes me awhile to get back to sleep, well it happened TWICE, it has never happened twice in one night before. It was weird my last dream that woke me up:

I woke up cause I heard a noise or was worried about my cat and I sat up and I tried to turn on my light but no lights came on. I then said to my self "am I dreaming?" and I made sure my eyes were open and thought no im awake and then I tried to turn on the lights again and again they didnt turn on and now i was freaked and i was thinking "im not dreaming! I have my eyes open and Im standing up" I then run to my front room, thinking "if the lights dont turn on in here, im dreaming" then the lights didnt turn on so then i think "i am dreaming and I need to wake up and then I willed myself to wake up which I did and I felt really scared and I sat up and looked around and laid down and it took me awhile to fall back asleep.

I had a really bad hamburger tonight, in fact it was the worst hamburger I ever had in my whole entire life, even worse than the time where my sister tried to cook hamburgers on the barbequer and she burnt the outside and they were completely raw on the inside.

[Amelia Sedai]

Im a weird mood. I wouldnt say a bad mood but not a good mood. Im not in the best of moods.

My mother called me and complained about Eddie Bauer and so I called the customer satisfaction line and complained so now they have a complaint on file about them. So there! I secretly hope that they send me a gift certificate and then I can send it to my mom and she can go to the same store and make them help her! Anyway, they treated her badly and she let them know it cause she will let you know if you displease her.

So now you all know where I get my Goddess attitude now dont you!

She also let me know that my sister is broke and her roomate, our brother, is being an ass. Im going to send her some money, hell she has lent me money when I was down and broke its the least I can do.

Im reading a new book, its thick and its a trilogy! Its called Daughter of the Forest by Juliet Marillier. So far so good. Except the guys in the break room thought I was reading a romance novel since there was a chick on the cover and the title is written in red. I told them it was a fantasy book then i said "i guess romance novels do fall in the fantasy catagory dont they? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA" they didnt find it funny.

Ah well, i guess im feeling like the ugly person locked in a room so i dont scare people and the only reason why people come in here is to sit down or talk to the person in here resting. I sometimes feel that way, today at least.

Im thinking about visiting my parents after christmas. I think spending new years in seattle would be cool!

[Amelia Sedai]

Thought I would bump up my page......here is the ramblings of an ancient.....you have been warned!

Also there is the recordings of the :toussel: so its wotism history!

[Amelia Sedai]

Project Runway is on tonight.

I love Tim Gunn. :love:





































































Yes, I know he is gay.